I just paid for my car insurance (not cheap for me)
I have to pay for the two nights at the hotel for the wedding
I have to get a wedding gift
I have to get a father's day gift
Kolton's and Sarah's b-days
Both of my parents b-days
and well of course I need money for everyday stuff
I spend alot on gas ...even more when i drive to Lansing, Grand Rapids and IN this past month
What makes it worse is I just do not feel like working LOL
I have been a little loose with money this last month and I have to get a bit tighter again
There are some IOU coming to me....but I am not worried about those atm but some time in the near future
I am going to count up my change and use that to help pay for some of it
I need a garment rack and like hat rack and some storage bins (going to get from my mom) to start putting my costume stuff in. I am gettng a far amount (oh my craft stuff too)
I need to start rounding up stuff I want to sell on ebay too
Oh another note Detroit is starting another program to recycle! We got a new bin this morning. YAY
Furthermore I want to to make a ruffio cosplay...this one i have already started to work on.
All I need is a ship like this!
You remember watching:
[ ] Kenan and Kel
[x] Doug
[x] Ren & Stimpy
[x] Pinky & the Brain
[ ] AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
[ ] Rocko's Modern Life
[x] Animaniacs
[x] Gargoyles (Oh Goliath
[ ] Hey Arnold!
[ ] Out of the Box
[ ] Bear in the Big Blue House
[x] You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
[x] You just can’t resist finishing this: "In west Philadelphia born and raised...".
You remember:
[x] Step by Step
[x] Family Matters
[x] Dinosaurs
[x] Boy Meets World
[x] Full House
[x] You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons
[x] You remember reading Goosebumps
When everything was settled by:
[x] "Rock/paper/scissors"
[x] "Bubble gum, bubble gum in a dish"
[x] "Miss Mary Mack".
[x] When kickball was something you did everyday
[x] You used to listen to the radio all day long
[x] Just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape
[x] You remember Super Nintendo and Sega Genesis
[x] You remember The Original Game Boy (Still have mine!)
[x] You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny
You remember watching:
[x] The Magic School Bus
[x] Wishbone (Whats the story WishBone?)
[x] Reading Rainbow
[x] Ghostwriter
[x] You remember when Yo-Yo's were cool
[x] You remember those "Where’s Waldo" books (and the cartoons!)
[x] You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gushers. (Tried them at the same time...oh ya I was wild then)
You remember watching:
[x] Batman the Animated Series
[x] Aladdin
[x] Ninja Turtles (Turtle Power!
[x] Ghost Busters (Who You Gonna Call?)
[x] You remember Ring Pops!!! (The original bling)
[x] You remember when everything was "da BOMB!"
[x] You remember boom boxes vs. CD players
[x] Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them (And believed they were true)
[x] You played and/or collected Pogs (I was the best Pog player at my school)
[x] You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere you went. (Till my teacher took it away and killed it >.< jerk)
You watched the original cartoons of:
[ ] Rugrats
[ ] Wild Thornberrys (I wanted a dad just like him)
[x] Power Rangers. (Oh Tommy
[x] All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand
You collected:
[x] Beanie Babies
[x] Pokemon cards (Im a pokemon Master!)
[x] Carebears (Still have them and continue to collect)
[x] Silver dollars
You remember when:
[x] Everyone watched the WB
[x] Everybody knew all the Pokemon by heart (I Wanna Be The Very Best...Like No One Ever Was!)
[x] Digimon was still on (I liked this show better then pokemon)
[x] If you even know what an original Walkman is (Still have mine)
[x] You know the Macarena by heart(Song and dance)
[x] "Talk to the hand"
[x] You went to McDonald’s to play in the playplace and it was still sanitary
[x] Before the MySpace frenzy
[x] Before the Internet & text messaging
[x] Before Sidekicks & iPods
[x] Before PlayStation3 or X-Box 360
[x] Back before X-Box period
[x] Before SpongeBob
[x] When light up sneakers were cool
[x] When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs
[x] When gas was $0.95 a gallon
[x] When we recorded stuff on VCR
[x] You had slap bracelets
[x] You actually played outside until it was dark
Way back before we realized all this would eventually disappear
Post this if you smiled at least more than 5 times;
And if you remember at least half the stuff on here.
[x...duh I work at starbucks] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card.
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 7
[x] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention. (bwahaha as if)
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week
TOTAL SO FAR: 11
[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[x] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 17
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[x...I hope so ...I work there] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 21
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of the United States 3 or more times.
[x] You make your bed in the morning.
TOTAL: 25
How am I feeling today?
Kick in the eye - bauhaus
Will I get far in life?
Maybe someday - the cure
How do my friends see me?
Hair of a Dog - bauhaus
Where will I get Married?
Electric Avenue - Eddy Grant
What is my best friend's theme song?
My immortal - Evanesence
What is the story of my life?
Serenade No. 13 for strings in G minor - Alvaro Cassuto
What is/was highschool like?
Robber Barron - Voltaire
How can I get ahead in life?
City in the Sea - Scatterheashes
What is the best thing about me?
Long View - Green Day
How is today going to be?
F - MSI
What is in store for this weekend?
The Chosen - Voltaire
What song describes my parents?
Cemetery Drive - My chemical Romance (AHHH...scary)
To describe my grandparents?
In Fear of Dub - bauhaus
How is my life going?
Hall of the Mountain King
What song will they play at my funeral?
The Industrial Revolution - Voltaire
How does the world see me?
Peek-a-boo - S&B
Will I have a happy life?
The Plague - Death by stereo
What do my friends really think of me?
Heresy - NIN
Do people secretly lust after me?
Hello Cruel World - Voltaire
How can I make myself happy?
Animal Channel - Dane Cook
What should I do with my life?
Futures - MSI
Will I ever have children?
A Warm Place - NIN
What is some good advice for me?
Weasel Stomping day - Weird Al
How will I be remembered?
News From The Front - Bad Religion
What is my signature dancing song?
Lost Boys - the 69 eyes
What do I think my current theme song is?
In Fear of Fear - bauhaus
What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Life I Left Behind - Aiden
What type of men/women do you like?
Fresh Prince of Bel Air - Will Smith (LOLOLOL...Hells yes!)
Centaur:
[ ] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[x] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[ ] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[x] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[x] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[ ] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[ ] You are spiritual.
[ ] The horse is your favorite animal.
[x] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 3
Elf:
[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips (be honest).
[x] You are very intelligent. (only in certain areas. Dose that count?)
[ ] Your five senses are extremely keen.(psssh...)
[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[ ] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[x] You look very young for your age.
[x] You rarely get sick.
[x] You are a very hard worker.
[x] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 5
Fairy:
[x] You are happy a lot of the time.
[ ] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[ ] You are very shy.
[ ] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[ ] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[ ] You are young and short.
[ ] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[ ] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[ ] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 2
Gnome/Dwarf:
[ ] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[ ] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[ ] You are short for your age.
[ ] You are an isolationist.
[x] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[ ] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[ ] You look older than your age.
[ ] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[x] You have a short temper.
Total: 2
Harpy/Siren:
[x] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[x] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[x] You are easily angered.
[x] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[ ] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[x] You love to trick others.
[x] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 8
Mermaid:
[ ] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[ ] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[ ] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[ ] You are good at swimming.
[ ] You like to collect shells.
[ ] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[ ] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[ ] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 0
Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[ ] You are extremely pale.
[x] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[x] You are not religious at all.
[x] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[ ] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total: 7
Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[ ] You have a lot of body hair.
[ ] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items.
[x] You lack self control.
[ ] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[ ] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[ ] You like to be alone.
[ ] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[ ] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.
Total: 2
Wizard/Witch:
[ ] You love chemistry.
[ ] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you're psychic.
[x] The most amazing supernatural power to you is controlling the elements.
[ ] You are a nature lover.
[x] You have a strong sense of responsibility
[ ] You spend a lot of time alone.
[ ] You usually hang around with a certain animal all the time when you feel lonely.
[ ] You are spiritual, but not necessarily religious.
[ ] Cooking is one of your favorite things to do.
[x] You enjoy learning about Wicca and the occult.
Total: 3
Zombie:
[ ] You are pale
[x] You are hungry a lot.
[x] Many activities you do every day make you feel mindless, or like a drone.
[ ] Most of the time you or a part of you is cold.
[x] You love to eat meat.
[ ] You would resort to cannibalism if that was the only source of food.
[ ] You make grunts and moans a lot
[x] You usually walk slow.
[x] You are not afraid of seeing a lot of blood or getting a lot of blood on yourself.
Total: 5
Satyr/Faun:
[x] You are very passionate about the things you like.
[ ] You like to get drunk and dance.
[ ] You're very amorous.
[x] You like art and music.
[x] You enjoy feasting with friends.
[x] You love nature but more for the animals then the trees and plants.
[x] You like getting rowdy and having a good time.
[x] You laugh a lot.
[ ] You love the chase almost as much as the capture.
[ ] You wish you had horns.
Total: 6
I am sick. Sadly. I am all stuffed up, sore, headache, and cold.
I am trying to study for my very big important exam tomorrow.
I got 411 from federal
i got 65 from state
I paid 19 to City
and 35 for the accountant
So I made out with $422 which is decent I need it all
Sunday began with work at 11. I got off at 6pm. I went home and had Kolton pump up my tires and we got our stuff together and we went to go pick up Jesse. We got Jesse and then I drove up to Central. I spent a little time up there but not really any. I went home and got there at about 12:30am.
Monday (40$ for gift for chris)
I woke up at 10:30ish (to alot of yelling....it sucked). I was in a shitty mood all that week. I went to work and worked 11-9:30. I was very tired.
Tuesday (about 315 miles 20$ for gas)
After closing last night i know had to open at 7:30am. I worked till 1pm and then went home and hung out with Dimo until I left to go pick up Kolton. We got home about 10. I went right to bed.
Wednesday (60$ for kolton and I tickets (30 each))
We work up late, I really wanted to sleep. Kolton and I went to the lib and picked up some movies then picked up Dimo and then picked up Dunja. On the way back we went and saw Sarah at Target. Then we went back to the house and got ready. We then left where we got food (thanks Dunja). Then we went to the concert. I was confused about the parking but we got in. Kolton paid for that (10$). We then waited in line and got in. The Concert was AMAZING! I had forgotten how much I loved concerts.
Thursday
I began the day by taking Kolton up to school...again. I then went right to work (2:30) and just about made it. It was my first night closing with Sarah. The dishwasher was broke so we where there late. We did not leave till 10. Then after I drove us to Sarah's house and we got a few movies to watch and then i drove us back to target to pick up her car. We then went back and watched bolt.
Friday (20$ for gas)
Hung out with Sarah in the morning. Then went to pick up Dimo from school. Then I hung up with him a bit and then i left to IN. I got there and we went to dinner at Friday's. Then we went home and watched Repo and I fell alseep and chris made up the bed for us and we went to sleep.
Saturday (100 miles)
We began the day by watching coneheads and then driving down to Fishers to vist his parents. We had cake, watched some tv. Chris got a hair cut and we play cards (golf). Chris won. We ate out and then went to bed....I got sick.
Sunday (1000 miles ....100 back from fishers to Fort Wayne and 850 is the total from weds-sunday back home another 20$ for gas and 20$ for Dimo's gift)
We woke up in Fishers and went out to eat at Steak and Shake and then got back to the house and drove back to Fort Wayne. Got back and we talked and stuff and watched Kingpin and I left. I drove back to MI. Today is Dimo's B-day and I got him a gift but did not get to go see him.
Miles = about 1,735
money = (not including little things like food and such) 200$
AHHH
plus I have an exam on tuesday and I did not study at all!
My dad decided once again to wake me with yelling again. Telling me all the things that I did wrong.
How (yes, some of the things he said where me ...from awhile ago that he brings up again) but I was
not even home all day yesterday. Well, I am off to fucking work now. Today is going to suck....just like yesterday.
I how I love waking up to a headache.
on the to do list
clean room
study
pick out outfit for tomorrow
pick up kolton
etc
As much as I enjoy Dimo's company. he has made it hard on me. Not only am I "reponsable for him" Which has not been that hard but since I was not home all day yesterday to pick up after him. But ......he can really be a jerk.
I worked a double today (11-9:30 close)
I am getting something to eat then off to bed cause I open tomorrow
if you need to talk to me, either text me or call after 1ish tomorrow
I as of now, plan on picking up kolton after his class and bringing him down tomorrow afternoon.
I feel like shit
Anyway, I do love it. I really enjoyed the movie to be honest....don't tell Chris. He will make fun of me.
money, sex, money, sex, cat....LOL
Ok, I am not a dork and I am not going to go out and buy up all this twilight shit. But I did really enjoy the movie.
So, my spring break as began! YAY. Oh damn wait, after break I have 4 exams. So I have to fucking do alot of studying.
Work is going better. I had a talk with Leila, things are better now.
I am to lazy to go into the other things that have been going on with me but I will say a few
Kolton has been in town this last week, I have to take him back to school on sunday (him and Jesse)
Then I get to pick him up on weds. I might up up after work on tues and hang out with him, arraon, jesse and whomever else.
Then we will leave early wed morning and go hang out with Dunja before we go to see MSI. :)
On a not so cool note, Niko's new house is not so hot....kinda wet really. The first night in his own house and he did not get to sleep. He was up all night cleaning up water and paying a on call plumer $400. Ah, that sucks.
Ok, it is 2am, I am going to watch Harry Potter and go to bed....I have work at 11am tomorrow then going to sarah's concert tomorrow night.
I was looking back at pictures from not that long ago really. From the frist year at the Salem house.
This was back in '05 and '06 and I want to be that weight again. I know I can. I cannot blaim this on the meds anymore. I know what the meds and doing so I should not work with them and help myself gain weight I should work beside them, eating better foods and not being so lazy. Hopfully the summer will help. Friends, please help me loss this weight.
I want to at least look like this again....if not smaller because at the time I wanted to be smaller anyway.
Nowadays I would just like to be back like that!
don't pay attention to the dumbass simile I have on my face.
I am much better at taking photos now.......LOL
anyways....I want to be that weight again!
It will be done!
LOL
umm, even tho I have an exam in 10 min I am happy because I found out that if you stand up for yourself enough you most likely will get your way. In other words I got my late fee for school wavied. The story was that the echeck program did not work on my computer or system or whatever. Also, because I did not have any classes downtown and I worked during there hours or operation it was very difficult to pay....I could have done cerdit but it would have cost me 100 more. They said they would wavied if I paied by the end of the business day on the 16th but they emailed me 15 min before they closed and it was a hoilday and the banks where closed. So I went down there on the 17th with cash and paid everthing but the late fee and emailed her again (tried to call but she was in a meeting). I cheked right after and my balance was the late fee. I just now checked again and it was gone.. YAY victory!
Well, I better use these last 5 min to study for this exam....but then I have a 3 hours break and then another exam. Then LOST, then sleep...then work....then another exam. YAY...wait I mean BOOOO
But at least this weekend will be stress-free.
So, after a few months I got a call from Dawn! For those who do not know she is a ex-co-worker from starbucks target who moved away to better her life. She told me a few things that had happened to her before she left that was shocking. Also, she told me about how her transfer went, and how she is doing in general. Including how her dogs are, which is not good. We talked alot of Moe. (another current co-worker of mine). She also told me about this interesting guest she has done there. It was great to hear from here and I will have to call her soon to check up on her.
So, I got my red velvet corset that Chris got me for v-day. Pictures speak better then words.( Pictures of my new corset )Sarah brought me 300 empty DVD cases from her work. YAY. I emptied out all the inserts yesterday and began to fill the cases. However I do not have anywhere to put the cases yet. However I am working on it. I am most likely clean out above my tv and put them in there. I have only put about 50 movies in so far
School wise I have 3 exams this week (I had another last week and I get the results back tomorrow. ....eeeee)
I have alot of studying to do this week...as well as a lot of work. Tonight I am going to go to class at 1:30-3 then do a bit of studying and then work at 4. After work (which I will be done at 9) I will sit up in the break room and watch Heroes! I cannot make it home before it starts so I will watch it at work.
It is nowhere
I am SO fucking upset...I was in tears
it has deleted my office folder which had all of my school notes from this semester along with my homework and personal notes and journals I had written.
What the fuck is the point of writing all of these damn notes if they are going to get deleted a week before my goddamn exams!!!
I am shocked I really have no idea what i am going to do to replace these notes.
FUCK IT
school school school
I have to do homework tonight, now that I have my book I can better too.....don't have to drive downtown.
I finished my FSFSA form and got a confirmed letter from them via email just now
Dimo is pissing me the fuck off
What would you do if you worked with this person who does not work well but is nice to talk to. Changes things and just won't do things they way we are supposed to. Gave you a gift but then lies right to your face. Also, always calls off and was about to get fired but instead they put in there 2 weeks.....ehh
I am not starting my mag accounting class off well....I did not do the first homework assignment. This was because I did not buy the book in time. Now I have to wait till it comes now to to d this weeks homework. My fin accounting class is not going to badly. My mgt class is slow as well as my mkt class. But at least they are kinda fun.
Work is normal, we get our raises soon. I wonder if Kolton is going to get one even tho he is on leave. I love my job, don't get me wrong but i have been getting depressed recently about money and work and school stuff.
I am going to go to the Ice show tomorrow after work. I have some good memories of the ice shows in the past so i hope this one is going to be good. I wish I could do that.
Chris and I am going good. There is something bothering me, and it has for years but I will deal with it.....I have never admitted it before and will most likely never admit it again.
I feel like a lazy ass...I had today off and I did nothing but watch movies and eat. I did not even do any homework, like I told myself I was going to do. :( I do not know what is with me this week, but I have been fairly sad...and missing chris...if you know what I mean.
I am really out of money, to the point where Chris had to give me some...and not just a little.....
( Longness stolen from sarah )
WOW, that took me a long time to do, I did part of it in IN and the rest here in MI before class.
So, I have been watching a lot of House. I am on the last disc of the third season as of now. I will finish the third season tonight.
I open work tomorrow morning till 1 which is boring because I will then have to wait till 6 till class.
The class I am retaking Acc 5100 is dry but I think it will be better then last semester.
My Mgt 2530 class is going to suck...not that is it is hard but because it is boring lectures. The guy is odd.
My Mkt 2300 class looks like it is going to be the winner this semester. Not hard and not boring.
My Acc 5160 class I have not had yet, I will have the tomorrow night.
School starts soon and that means I have to pay for it soon
luckly Chris is helping me out with that and he is doing it as a gift not a loan
I have a fixed car!! Yay it runs well! Therefore I am going down to vist Chris this weekend
yes, I know he just came up but I start school and want to see him before I start
Lost starts soon, I get to finish up Dexter down in IN and Now I love House XD
I know, me after bashing it for so long I love it. Go figure.
My yia yia is freaking crazy
she is lieing like crazy, making up all kinds of shit for everyone, even Niko who has been
so great to her and she tries to control everything, she smells, and leaves "waste" everwhere
Got work in the morning, going to sleep now
Night



